Others : hmmm

I know I'm at the bottom of the list,
I know I can't get it as easy as some people.
I know I'm easy target to some,the age factor,twice my number.
I know it's hard cause I don't have the looks.

What makes things worst, the different color,
of voice, and among other things,
no second glances, no second guessing,
this is my cry, this is the truth. this is what makes it so ruthless.so painful.

how I long to be chase, how I long to be with somebody, just to show that I can be wanted,
i always thought i can be the good partner that everyone is looking for.
But only if chances were given to me from the start.
Now I am still searching,desperate for a call, texts, messages.
maybe i wont have to do it all, if only I am just a little more something.
Rejections are hard, Being lonely is harder, Not being love is the worst of them all.

Now I wonder how did I get through it all? Music, friends, being busy, sports, comfort food, study, movies. Hmm.

Tv: Sinchronicity

This is by far one of the best complex storyline ever told in 6 episodes. There is something about this show that stands out from the rest. Hmm, I am beginning to think that.maybe it's the heavy accent. I am a sucker for it,hard out. Intriguing gay storyline? Check. Interesting characters. Check. Sexy scenes. Check. Buzaaa, this show has everything I need for that fill good drama show. Have a perve down below, see ya whatchu like about it.

Lihfe: Silly Chat

me says:
well, u cant fake laugh in msn can you,grrrr.

gurl says:
um no..

me says:
exactly
hahahahahaa
i am bein a total bitch

gurl says:
yes u r Nathena ( fyi: girl version of my name)

me says:
high 5

gurl says:
no

me says:
lol. i am already laughin

Song of the Week : The Shures - Battlefield (Acoustic)

I love this song, it's on the replay for a very long time in my Ipod. Amazing beats, Ryan Tedder!!! please be my song-writer/producer tutor! I want you, lol. Anywayz, enjoy this acoustic version, i love to be their mates,fun bunch of peeps! Obviously good choice of music. LOL

Favourites : Dance Popping & Locking

Cool popping and locking moves: It's a good watch!!

Scene : Izzie's Dramatic Scene

Dramatic Scene! I love the good acting. This is so good.

"I would never be able to forgive you..."
Izzie

"....for dying?
Danny

".... no, for making me love you"
Izzie

Song of the Week: Will Hoge - Dirty Little War

Will Hoge's Album Cover - Draw The Curtains

He is such an amazing singer, the vocal is deep and soulful to my ears. I have to say though the studio version of this song is alot better than the live performance. Still amazing though.